You Know You Drive Me Crazy
i hate it that i've become this totally clingy
thing.
i used to be me .
now i'm meandyou.
i guess i'm not strong enough or something.
i never thought this would actually happen to me .
i don't think i've had like a major problem with self-confidence
(up till recently of course)
and i could never relate to those dorky articles in
teen magazines that tell you how to raise your self-esteem.
oh and have i mentioned the girls who keep complaining
about their body, face, hair and blah?
newsflash,
i've become one of them.
i used to be totally comfortable in my own skin
(up till recently of course)
maybe it's the whole boyfriend thing .
y'know?
okay maybe you don't.
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i won't try to philosophize,
i'll just take a deep breath and look in your eyes .
this is how i feel and it's so surreal.
i've got a closet filled up to the brim
with the ghosts of my past and the scattered sins .
when i think about you,
i never thought that you could break me apart.
i keep a sinister smile and a hold of my heart .
i feel a weakness coming on,
and it's never felt so good to be so wrong .
i had my heart on lockdown,
and then you turned me around.
baby, do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?